i had stopped taking my anti-depressant because after i stop taking it, i realised that my mood is once again back on track. i am now able to feel things, enjoy things, ect but ritalin has totally removed my appetite. just had gastric pain last night due to the lack of food intake.
now i just wonder what would become of me. i really hope that i could study, get into poly and lead a normal life. i would not ask for more. i have learned to be contented. i have learned to stop asking for more and be happy with what i have.
life is short. i cannot go on searching, asking, seeking to be more perfect, for better stuff and for a more luxurious life style or i would end up exhausting myself and dying before i can even enjoy any fruit of labour.
i believe there is more to life then just all this surface, superficial and physical needs(or rather wants). There is something more skin-deep, something warmer to life.
i have yet to find out what it is.
no rush.
slowly =)
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