Tuesday, September 16, 2008

sad and emo day

Damn i m feeling so sad... i dun know if i m love sick or what... why do people call it heartache when my whole body is aching... haiz... no i did not get rejected(because k is still attached thus i did not even confess)... its just how things had been going on between us...

i really hope its not all one sided... do you not feel the even the slightest bit of my affection for you?

i can feel my emotion sinking even after a run(which is supposed to make people feel good due to the production of endorphins.) What should i do next? Carry on as though everything is fine? or forget about k and move on?
but what if i cannot forget about k?

Damn this godforsaken love. Just feel like giving everything up.


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REFLECTION

i still have God, i can still turn to Him, He knows me best.

Be with me O Lord. Strengthen me. Only He will never give up on me or break promises.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

dude you are thinking too much. ivan always thought you wanted to live a platonic life. I guess you have to wait and see what happens. it may be one sided but you must prepare yourself when the time is right. expect the unexpected understand, buddy.